Oh geez

Mar. 10th, 2018 03:57 am
beaslays: (neuro♥︎)
Uhhhh

I left a lot of folks hanging here didn't I

I'm sorry about that. I really am.

It's not something I want to go into at length but basically I was using colors and other tcgs as a distraction at a point in my life when I really shouldn't have done that. Stuff caught up with me, I've moved on

I miss colors for the collection and trading but it's kinda scary I remember almost nothing at all about the game or the people I met there. A bit overused of a term but that period of time is a blank to me

I dunno if I'll come back, I want to but I don't trust myself to not do it all over again

So I guess I'm on hiatus indefinitely...also looks like I'll need a new host if I do come back

Man I do miss dreamwidth too tho *blows dust off journal*
beaslays: (neuro♥︎)
/dusts journal off /shoo all you little dust bunnies

I've been neglecting TCG stuff this month, due to how strangely hectic August has been. But you know what else I've been neglecting? Writing. I don't have an accurate word count for 2015 so far but it's definitely far lower than it ever was in the past few years. I get the feeling it's because I had to step up my art game this year for school and otherwise, but that's probably just in my head since I don't think there's such a thing as better art == less writing...right? (Haha who am I kidding)

I did get better at web development though! It's somehow comforting to know I can throw together a functional basic layout in just a few hours.

Speaking of web dev, school. oh god, school. I'm in my thesis production term and there's so much that I'll have to keep track of...and honestly it's still sinking in that I'm in my fourth year of college and that I'm an adult and that I'm getting ever closer to graduating going out into the 'real world'. It also means I'm definitely going to be even busier for the next three to four months than I was in August so this is probably the worst time to be getting into a new MMO (WAKFU) and deciding to write more in the coming months.

I'm fairly confident I can manage, but it's still going to be a pretty intimidating and daunting term.

On to fannish things. I haven't really made a dent in my list of 200+ to watch anime (it's now at 300+) but I did watch a lot of things so I feel good about it anyway. I just finished reading Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro today and I'm still reeling from all the feels. I can't hold all these feels, man. (Also, Neuro is hot ♥︎ in both demon and human form)

Other fannish things I've been getting up to - well, I've decided to revamp one of my old Golbez roleplay blogs (formerly kneelbeforezot, don't worry I saved that URL).

Anyway, recently I did a thing:

Leveling up from 2005 to 2015! )

So yeah, plans for the upcoming months: dying over thesis production, trying to git gud in video games, watching anime when I can, and hopefully writing a lot more than I have in 2015 so far.

And some random things:
  • summer 2015 anime that I'm watching - Rokka no Yuusha, Overlord, Akagami no Shirayuki-hime, Sore ga Seiyuu!, Gakkou Gurashi!
  • anime sitting in my laptop waiting for me to watch - Symphogear G, Owari no Seraph, Nagi no Asukara, Shingeki no Bahamut
  • fanfic wip count - somewhere in the 60's to 70's...
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I'd been planning on posting a new entry back in May, but I got so caught up in the festivities and start-of-school things and then I recently got hit with weird stomach problems and, well, I ended up putting this off. I sadly haven't gotten any further with my project to add art to my fics. Hm, gotta work on making journal entries a habit. Anyway, life things first!


Basically, May 24 saw the third annual Promstuck of Homestuck Philippines (HSPH), but it was my first time to attend a prom. As in. I didn't go to my high school prom and I didn't go to graduation ball. I never really saw the point of it and thought it was all just really silly and a hypocritical event for the school to hold. Anyway! Promstuck was amazing and I had a lot of fun! It wasn't quite enough to completely remove the negative reaction I immediately have to the word "prom", but it's a start! Probably the greatest part was getting to meet all these amazing people and knowing that I had at least something great in common with them (namely, Homestuck). It was also awesome to see people dressed up in ~not quite~ costumes. I went as a Humanstuck Meenah! Here's a shot some kind soul took of me :)

I'm soooo excited for whatever prom HSPH comes up with next year! I even have plans for my outfit already and I pretty much managed to snag three friends to go as the Midnight Crew with me!


Now for some school related things! I went in for class today I saw that they had installed these huge lockers in our school and they were open for rent starting today. So I went ahead and rented myself one for the term. It's more of as a precaution than out of necessity, and honestly it would have been great if they had existed in the school five terms ago. Ah well, the locker slot is mine and I'm sure I can find some way to use it. Most likely I'll be leaving stuff there whenever I have to switch campuses, so I won't need to lug my books and possibly my laptop as well across three blocks of not-very-safe territory.

So far my classes have been pretty relaxed, although I can already tell which ones are going to be exceptionally stressful later on X.X

My Graphic Design 3 class is more of an advertising class and we're going to have to rebrand stuff and come up with ad campaigns. God, just typing that made me feel stressed already.

I'm not really too concerned with my front-end design class and its back-end counterpart class. I like the processes that go into designing user interfaces, even if I'm not that good with design itself. I like back-end programming even more so. I'll have to be careful still though. This kind of thinking has led me to being complacent and reckless in my work before >.>

3D Animation is still a little worrying, but I think I've gotten an all right grasp of 3DS Max after playing around within it. Still a long way to go though, we're only on our second exercise. That said, here's what we've done so far!



In our first activity we had to 3D-fy any character, so I ended up with Anpanman, a character from my childhood. The second one is to create a 3D bike using only splines in 3DS Max. Splines are basically 2D shapes represented in 3D. While Anpanman was made with 3D shapes (spheres, mostly) this bike is basically just all lines. It's not done and the above is basically a progress shot featuring the one part I spent most of my time on: the front wheel.


That's it for school stuff, really. Now - media updates!

Recent Books )

Movies next! Just two of the latest movies here.

Recent Movies )

Anime!

Recent Anime )

Yeah, I need to get to work on my huge anime backlog. Well, games now! Just one that I really finished, actually.

Recent Games )


Right now I...haven't progressed with Mirai Nikki at all, and I'm still not sure what to read next. We're watching Edge of Tomorrow this week though, so there's that.

Game-wise, right now I'm playing Pokemon Black, alongside a million rom hacks on the side. Progress in Final Fantasy X has been slow, sadly.

Bea out o/
beaslays: ([DFF] there is no end to the fighting)
As part of my efforts to change my life around, I've started keeping a Tiddlyspace notebook to keep me organized in my fannish/web based pursuits. You see, I recently realized that I had somehow made my life revolve around fandom and roleplay, and...I really don't like that. So I've also decided to start journaling again and posting more than a few words about the things I do here on this DW.

So, personal updates first. Like I said recently, I've just entered my third year of college. In fact, yesterday was the first day. It was really quite stressful, as I had exactly one class in another campus squished between two classes in another (and my usual) campus. And the other campus happens to be an entire block away. So all my Mondays for this term will be like this.

I'm a bit worried about my 3D Animation class though. I'm required to use a specific software that has no OSX version, so I'll have to bust out the Vbox again. Worst still is that my school doesn't provide copies of required software for a student discount while simultaneously looking down on and discouraging piracy. Well, what do they expect their students to do in a situation like that?

In other news, I picked up a really neat organizer with so many pockets while in Hong Kong. So far it's served me well and I look forward to making lots of good use of it.


Promstuck is this Saturday and needless to say I am super --EXCIT--ED! I'll be going as Meenah, in a suit and hot pink shades, while my date will be going as Feferi. Well, hopefully she can attend, her parents have so far been utter bullshit about this.

Jojo's Bizarre Adventure: Stardust Crusaders airs every Friday, but I only grab new episodes come Friday and my god I'm infinitely in a state of HYPE TRAIN for this series. I ended up joining the Jojo fandom last year after watching the anime of Part 1 and Part 2, then I read the entire manga up to Part 7. I still have to read Part 8, but I'm looking to start soon.


Now for some media updates!

Recent Books )


Movies next. Uh. This is a big-ish list so I'm just going to put all the posters together and go through each one quickly.

Recent Movies )


Now for anime!

Recent Anime )


And video games! I recently got myself a 3DS and oh man it has been awesome.

Recent Games )

Right now I'm watching Mirai Nikki and playing Pokemon Black. I'm not sure yet what book to read next. Probably Champion, to round off the Legend Trilogy.

That said, I don't think my next post like this will have this many movies in it. Probably just one or two, like X-men Days of Future Past. Which is coming out tomorrow. Gods, I'm so excited for that I don't know what to think.


//
beaslays: ([FFIV] innocence at another time)
I'm not a very Faithful person, but I don't believe in coincidences (well, most of the time, I don't), and right now I think I firmly believe that the universe is conspiring to make me the most Cancer person ever.

I'm a Cancer by birth. I roleplay characters that are apparently best suited as Cancerians, or otherwise have obvious connections to the sign - Golbez, Spades Slick. I have the same issues as my patron Trolls in Homestuck. I was born on a Monday, so my presiding Archangel is Gabriel - moon and water. Just like Cancer. And I started roleplaying Gabriel before finding out about that.

So yes, I am apparently the most Cancer person ever. And honestly? I think I'm rather happy like this.
beaslays: ([FFIV] innocence at another time)
So I'm about to start RPing Golbez again on tumblr.

I may have just made his url kneelbeforezot
beaslays: ([Pokemon] Just let us sleep)
It's like

how do I even 750 words anymore when I can barely manage 200 nowadays
beaslays: ([TF] it's just the three of us)
I wonder if I can get active here again.

Can't remember much of what I used to do here. I just remember lots of robots. Lots of robots and fanfics. Yes.
beaslays: ([DFF] there is no end to the fighting)
All right, so I've been thinking of using this journal for some personal stuff as well, and I figured I might as well start with a goals post for November.

Read more... )

Looking forward to this month, and definitely gonna try to be more productive.

Also: Persona 4 The Animation! Transformers Prime season two! Kings! Beast Machines! So many goddamn shows to watch!
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By reading a metric shitton of Beast Wars and other general TF fics in the short time between this entry and the last :|

Beast Wars is a cure for my terrible mood, who knew.

Also, I may have started writing some Terrorsaur and Waspinator fluff :|
beaslays: ([facepalm] RELEVANT ICON IS RELEVANT)
Rant under cut due to heavy cursing :|

Answer the fragging question! )

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